How Dragonfly become a Cacingfly

Be happy

2010-02-17T11:06:00.002+08:00

Today I shared a story with everyone.

One fine day, when I was going to Puduraya bus station, I had a conversation with a taxi driver.

He asked me about my purpose of coming KL,

I said "for interview, in bank".

He said, "I also worked in bank before, but now i driving taxi."

I said, "why u quit the job?"

He said, "that job is not suitable to me lah, work so tired and the salary so low, somemore without chances for future development. Now I drive taxi, same as other people working in office, wake up 6am, go work 7am, go back 6pm, and I got lots of freedom."

I listening...

He said, "everyday fetch different people, hearing different stories, chit chat with different people, drive to different places, see different things, and can earned lots of money."

He said, "sometimes my friend asked me why I drive taxi? cukup makan kah? I said, now I everyday also happy, somemore can earned me around 3k a month, or even around 4 to 5k, I got 3 kids, all tuition fees, school fees, things spent on kids cost me around 1k, I still got around 2k for daily fees, and my wife earned 5k a month, what makes u think that what I doing now makes me tak cukup makan?"

the important thing,

He said, "now everyday feel so happy, got pressure, but I am my own boss, I enjoy my freedom, my time, my family, be happy everyday, enough la, why work so hard to unsatisfied urself?"

I nodded nodded...

"ya rite, working is to create more opportunities to make urself satisfied, if you don't feel happy and unsatisfied with both your working and private life, what gives you motivation to work so hard?"

So my friends, think twice before keep complain to everyone about your life, do something, and do it hard to change current situation, and of course, change yourself by changing your mind and thoughts. I learnt from mahjong king 2, "changed ur thoughts, and you will see different things; think about happy things when you met problems, and you will see that the problem isn't that hard to solve."

Anyway, gong xi gong xi, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Be happy everyday!!!

I miss You

2010-01-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

Tonight I gonna dream u again

hugging u so tight till i realized there was nth beside me but only pillow when i woke up

i miss u

i love u

我爱阿忆

2010-01-17T12:42:00.002+08:00

我爱思忆
I love sze yii
Aku cinta sze yii
Ik hou 思忆
Λατρεύω 思忆
Ich liebe 思忆
मैं 思忆 प्यार
私思忆愛
ฉัน รัก 思忆

Videos taken from sg zoo & underwater world, sentosa

2010-01-08T12:35:00.006+08:00

Hi all, today uploaded 12 videos, taken from singapore zoo & sentosa, while visiting singapore with sek hee and ah liang during christmas eve and christmas. The video included penguin, white tiger, leopard, crocodile, sotong, fishes and other subjects in underwater world, sentosa.
Hope u guys enjoy.

bz day...

2010-01-06T20:41:00.002+08:00

Yesterday 11.40am, just before i started my Dota, an unrecognized call came in...
and because of that, i rushed to sg for today's interview.
=.=
sob sob... i do many researches on this company, and tried to find out their business methods online, but cannot, so i tried to figure out what kind of question they might asked, because he told me that no need to prepare anything, but i cant go without prepare anything, i m very SIENNNNN...
so i keep looking at their company's profile, every single page... and do some notes and check what the .... is KYC and CRM, which stated on the job description, and prepared scripts...
mana tau....
they really no need me to prepare ANYTHING!!!!!
SIENNNNN...
they asked me to go at 1.30pm, but i scared i cant reach in time, coz i havent find the place yet, mana tau...
the office is so near........ i thought it ll be at the other side of one huge building, i should hv trust my instinct to turn left and look for it, but not listen to someone else saying that is behind the building, but fortunately, i found the place.
It's still 1pm only...
another half an hour, what should i do? go in? what if the interviewer eating banana like the TM officer in Huang Ming Zhi's video? so i jz wait outside, behind the toilet there's one pathway, i wait there and wait... finally 1.23pm, someone noticed me...
go in there, ask a few questions, talk talk chit chat chit chat blah blah blah...
i got an answer, "Boss is not around leh, we will contact you again by the end of next week la"
=.=lll
but this is better than "i m sorry, u not the candidate we looking for" la...
after about 15 mins...
i walked out from the building, is a huge building... dont know how many floors, that company is at 14th floor.
took MRT back to my cousin's house, took my luggage, and back to jb again... whole journey took me 4 hours to finish...
conclusion...
very tiring.....................

为了你

2010-01-05T11:02:00.002+08:00

我又要重出江湖了。。。
我要你了解我的世界，
想法，
举动，
还有我对你的思念。。。
一切快乐，难过，喜怒哀乐，
我将在这里全部说出，
这是我的世界。。。
只为了你

Chinese New Year loooo...

2009-01-24T23:09:00.003+08:00

tmr is chinese new year eve dy...

and since yesterday, i dont know why, i jz want to help and do housework at home...

from the moment i stepped in my home, the first thing i done was change the aquarium water, and i went out buy plants jz for my dad... and the process is sweet...

however... i found out my tortoise was dead... i bought it since i was primary 2 gua, till now, is almost 13 years dy... last time me and yii back to my home, was the last time to play with it, and the first time yii took pic with it... precious moment... and i do miss u, my tortoise...

haiz...

another thing happened today was that i bang my car when i was doing a 3 point turn at a very narrow street...

i was really careless... and without the sensor gv any detected object signal, i bang the stone chair in front of the house, which made a small hole behind the car. i was like... SHIT!!! and GG lah ku... dad did scold me, he was mad, and angry, he didnt listen to what i said, but i cant argue back, coz is all my own fault. In real life situation, u jz cant expect everyone ll listen to u, and in this case, if i cant take it but argue back without thinking, then i really still need more training and learn more before step in the society. however, still, I am sorry...

after that, i don tknow what my mom said to my dad when i went out the house for a moment, they laugh inside the house and after that i think was over... =.=lll mother really got her way to talk with dad...

today was the first day we separate, u told me u got no mood coz u r tired and too miss me... i really happy, but also not happy. WHY?? coz i found that this 7 days holiday is really nothing compare with the 2 years time we gonna face soon... but, i do very very miss you... and hope you will enjoy ur time with ur family before come back meet with me. I am waiting...

time flies...

2009-01-19T10:05:00.002+08:00

time...

汉乐府《长歌行》

青青园中葵，朝露待日晞。
阳春布德泽，万物生光辉。

常恐秋节至，焜黄华叶衰。

百川东到海，何时复西归？

少壮不努力，老大徒伤悲。

dont understand? please click here, but still it s in chinese...

not enough time?
no...
is just i dont know how to treasure the time...
same as holding a billion dollars,
but dropping coins every seconds...
sikit sikit, lama lama jadi bukit... malays said...

try to turn my energy level higher, or maybe is just because of not enough sleep, and feel tired gua...

SHMILY...
an old story that i told u before... only for the one i precious and love...
forget?
another chance for you...
it means... my everything just for you...
do you feel it?

time,
is quite short, and fast...
i love you...

new year, new life

2009-01-18T20:01:00.002+08:00

just back from klang, suppose to stay there just for one night, but... ho... we kacau ye tsun and roberta for total two days... hehe, the main purpose of going there was to finish the ERB for 304, but, because the cuteness and the power of kacauness, by little Esther, we set another goal, was to stayed and tried take care of her, for one day, kekeke... so many things happened, we played with esther, chated with esther, carried esther, saw naked esther (=.=lll), witnessed how hard to take care of esther, feed esther with chinese tea (her favorite, cold water, again it proved genes really worked on her), and etc etc...

Again, i just back from klang, with hungry and low energy level, nak pergi cari makan ady lo...

Facebook friends for SALE!!

2008-12-03T11:19:00.003+08:00

Omg... i start addict in this game dy...hahaha, buy and sell friends, "owned" them just like pet, and put them in work, LOL, that's stupid...but i still play it...=,=
anyway...final coming soon...everyone study hard!!!
oooo...i love dr hera...wahahaha...

just a feeling...

2008-11-30T21:16:00.003+08:00

Yesterday done my thesis presentation, quite successful and felt the satisfaction also, because i put in tons of efforts for it, do researches, practice practice and practices, in sum i got what i want la...
so, HAPPY...

feel so many things to say, happened too many stuffs in these days... thesis, presentation, group project, assignments, studies, friends, boy girl relationship, blah blah blah... get through it dy, done it dy, lost something yet gain something in return, experienced many things that i thought it wont happened, not only bad things but also good things, listened to friends chit chating, heard stuffs, stories, met with friends, play around with each others, went different places, wow... my head are full of stuff... confuse...??

these 2 weeks i experienced the most... coz stress, coz miscommunication, coz believe, coz trust, coz putting efforts in it, i felt stress... i felt betrayed... i felt guilty... i felt low self esteem... i felt i dont know who to trust... i felt I LOST SOMETHING...

having a chat with my sister who came to KL, learnt new stuffs, learnt how to listen, learnt how to guide, learnt how to make ppl think, learnt how to explain, learnt how difficult others felt, learnt how other ppl think of me, learnt how complicated in this living world, learnt how to think of myself, learnt what's another face under face that u see, learnt how to talk, learnt how another ppl can backstab me, learnt how other ppl can use words to kill one's self esteem and use that as steps to increase own self esteem and trust their own capacity, even he dont even know who the hell u r, learnt real life example of 忙，茫，盲，亡(busy--> confuse--> blind--> die)... learnt learnt LEARNT...

herm, such a life...

观众对于malaysia censorship的看法。。。

2008-09-03T23:15:00.001+08:00

here got a site, funny la what they wrote, but some are quite true...hehe...
http://www.malaysiabloggers.com/archive/index.php/t-123.html

=.=好累+看电影。。。

2008-09-03T22:10:00.005+08:00

刚刚开学了，但似乎没那么的enjoy新的学院生活.
这个假期里，该玩得玩了，该做的做了，给自己放了可以说是最轻松的假期。。。
虽然做工，但都是短暂的，有去做问卷调查的，有去做promoter, 也去了roberta 和 yetsun 的家，和他们的宝贝女儿玩，就在开学前还配yii 去了彭亨义父义母家一趟。。。
收获满大的，认识了不少人，也知道了以前不知道的事，对将来也有了更深一层的认识，也教会了我什么叫人情世故，和责任感。。。更让我体验了遇人说人话，遇鬼烧金纸的做工方式，当然遇到了奇奇怪怪的人与事。。。呵呵,得空再说吧。。。
不过，真得很累。。。

昨天看了you dont mess with zohan这部戏，半夜场，还是在打完球之后直接去的，完全没办法享受看电影的乐趣，而且觉得这部戏超低级。。。完全不明白导演在打什么主意，整部戏包含了色情（做爱），以色列与巴勒斯坦的战争，还站在美国人的角度去解释和玩弄这两个国家的恐怖和反恐怖主义。。。到结尾竟然用阿拉伯“圣歌”当音爆？
完全不明白的是这部戏属于U级的，=.=lll
有些人也开始了对这部戏内容和级别的讨论。。。
http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/775462
不过说实在的，这部片子好烂哦，竟然还多付钱买couple seat,谁知道空空如也。。。
好啦，今天有去看了另一部电影，钱不够用2。。。
新加坡的戏，还不错，教育意义蛮深的。。。搞笑，现实，但不失礼，懂得深深的触动观众的视觉神经及感情，也有不少的人感动落泪哦。。。
同样是搞笑电影，为何内容差那么远呢？我想，利用性和政治，恐怖主义来取悦观众的，还是太低级，俗气了些。。。

First trip to Miri & Bintulu,Sarawak

2008-07-24T09:46:00.048+08:00

Today is my big day…for what? For my first time to take aeroplane in my life, for my first time to go Sarawak, for my first time to visit yii’s family, for my first time to get confuse and don’t know what to do when reach there…. So excited!!!

Reach airport by around 130pm, 4 of us (me, yii, a keong n thian) took our ticket, and some photos…

here’s the pintu towards our plane…

in plane lo…

hohoho, reach dy…after 2 hours plus…MIRI AIRPORT!!! I REACH SARAWAK LO!!!

That’s our plane…

Ya, that’s the sky in front of yii’s home, quite nice rite, the sun…

The second day in Miri, first went to the park…

Got long long bridge…

Aiyo…y u like lizard stick on the fence??=.=

View from the park… can see sea from here…

Lalala, act childish…hehe

Take group pics!!!

And we went to a “shopping market”…but no pic…

Then we went Muzium Petroleum… much smaller than the one in KLCC…

Enjoy the time of earthshake while in car…

LETS PUSH!!!

oo… u tired dy, let me gv u a hug~~~

SHELL Logo…

Sky…u cant see in KL…

Hooo… sea view in Miri… like a big moon, somemore got sun’s reflection…

Listen to the sea…

See my hair n u can imagine how strong the wind blow was…

Can see a big sea horse there?

Jump jump jump!!!

WHOLE WORLD IS MINE!!!

Night comes…

3^rd day… GOING TO BINTULU~~~ by her car…

Omg…damn far, 200+ km, and is my turn to drive… hehe

Reach Similajau National Park… but didn’t go golden beach…

Again… is seaside la…

WATCH OUT!!! GOT CROCODILE!!!

After around 35 mins walked in jungle, finally we reached view point…

All do stupid face… haha

Wow…big ant…

YAY!!! Play with sands n water looo… but too hot la!!!

Too bad got heavy rain came… and sudenly saw something hide in my slippers…

At nite we have our dinner with yii’s god parents and went see night view…

Lembaga Pelabuhan Bintulu, 民都鲁港务局… like a ship…

And Malaysia LNG (Liquefied Natural Gas Plant) sdn bhd… can see fire? Got 4 o…

And so much lights…like stars in sky

4^th day… we went to seaside park beside Park City Hotel… hot hot hot…

Then went to market…

Eat coconut… no need spoon de o, use its’ shell and eat de…

And the tembikai!!! So cheap!!!

And there’s wine name call “add rice” oooo…

Finally, back to Miri… I drove the whole journey oo, wa damn tired… somemore stupid don’t know is malay or orang asli don’t know how to drive car, horn dy still nge nge come out and almost cause accident, luckily brake in time=.= herm…

Last day…before back to jb, went another shopping center buy things…

Tengok… ada lembu boy…

Haha, kampung girl… going to farm…

Last meal in Miri… bak gu teh… is 十里香(ten miles scent)

Herm… take plane back alone…

Reach lo… Lapangan Terbang Antarabangsa Sultan Ismail… in Senai, Johor…

And here I am… back to JB lo…

Thx so much to dear yii and ur family, I will come again, Sarawak!!! Hehe…

congratulation my dear friends roberta and ye tsun

2008-07-11T18:59:00.002+08:00

hohoho, congratulation to both my friends... become father n mother lo...
nx year going to gv angpow, wahahaha...
20080708, 4.16am, their first born baby girl came out lo...
丝玲， happy birthday^^
lol, y m i so happy? haha, coz this my first time to have close friend married and have baby, truly feel happy for them...
any further information can refer to http://daydreamingdaydreams.blogspot.com/
ye tsun and roberta, all the best for you two... and happy always o...^^

HoLiDay LOOO

2008-07-11T18:00:00.002+08:00

yay, finally done this horrible and scary sem... really gonna kill me=.=
lucky got my dear and friends who keep give me support and help me when i need them...really thx^^
now preparing mood going to genting again tmr...this time is different!!!
how different?
hehehehe...coz gonna going with another 3 couples... so called couple group trip^^
i cant stop myself to be high for that...haha...
and nx journey i will move myself to Sarawak...
first time go there and my first time to take plane!!!
that really makes me excited!!!
but nervous also leh, coz going to meet her family, for my very first time...
hehe, although got friends going also, but still bit nervous lo...
herm... thinking how to borrow camera...hehe
everything done!!! NOW ENJOY MY HOLIDAY!!!
and SCREW YOU!!! FULTON!!! make my life so difficult!!!
but thx to you also, let me know what is multiple standard in college...
pity and good luck for those who have him as ur thesis lecturer^^ all the best lo

photo upload...

2008-06-28T00:28:00.034+08:00

as i said, i ll upload the pics i took in holiday and also bday...
first, my 21st bday...

2nd, sungai congkak trip...

3rd, back to hometown...

4th, Tanjung Piai trip...

due to the time, i need to go back sleep dy...very very de tired, especially so many things happened... upload other time lo...

start cls loooo

2008-05-17T00:45:00.003+08:00

cls start looo, this mine third year, means my last year for psych degree... later or sooner, going to leave this uni, which give me so much memories and memorable time...herm...

last week went for the football tournament, and once again, i met the embarrassing moment, not me, but HMC students... that's so sad that they don't know what's sportsmanship and so childish... haizzz, now feel so embarrass that i studied in HMC before =.=

2 days ago, was my birthday... 21 years old dy lo, means i m an adult, and i really got a happy day because so many ppl celebrate my birthday with me...and also some ppl who rmb my bday and greet me through sms, calling or personally, and brought me surprise after cls... thx to my dear, jing xing, a mao, xiao thian, joy joy, yong jie, sze ni, hui ying, pui, swee boon, hwai li, angelyn, edwin, kw, sek hee, a fu, roberta n yeetsun, joanna, xin hui, olivia, old old old friend ann kee and my sisters... thx for the greeting and i really happy... and thx for the efforts to bring me happy and memorable moment. This my first time to have so many ppl celebrate for me, and first time to celebrate with my gf, this is nice... thx to all of u again...

tuesday we ( me, sek hee, choo kok, a fu and jason)went to sungai congkak to find where this place situated ,after that we went sing k in green box for 3 hours...tat's fun day, chitchat all the time and keep laughing like mad...

today is a bz day, woke up at 8am, went to blk E for cls, but is actually wrong, the class was at main blk, so took taxi with other 2 who was careless as me, and went buy chair after cls, then went badminton tournament till 5 sth, and after a bath, out to mid valley for swee boon's 21st bday in chilis (tat's really expensive like hell...dont know why they like choose such expensive but little amount of food served restaurant... personally think that we can hv it at other better place like fish n co, but anyway only once for swee boon 21st bday, tats ok even that i didnt eat anything there...although i want to...) and went for bowling nite in level 3, finally done, we went to old town coffee shop makan n yam cha while...that's where i hv my dinner and supper together... tats really tired but fun day... however, after tis week, we got to start our work and studies...good luck for me and others... and finally c edwin the yong sui face, hehe, enjoy ur work and good luck always bro, hope to gather another time while jamil another bodoh punya come back to kl, waiting for the day...

holiday mood

2008-05-02T17:10:00.003+08:00

hohoho, i m in holiday now, so free n so boring also, but somehow fun also, hehe
very begining of the holiday, was planning to go genting, makan angin saja, but who knows the plan which want to go with kw they all de cancel dy, so me n sy went together, really went there makan angin, didnt play much there but still very fun, keep taking pictures and walk around...tat day was a rainy day, so very cold outside, hehe, lucky we brought sweater or sure gg dy...oh ya, tat day quite siok also, we went kl sentral buy ticket, but counter said mz wait till 12pm, so still got 3 hours, thn we went window shopping at klcc and also went to petronas sains stadium, is a good place to learn n open ur mind, but too bad we got to rush back to kl sentral while we only completed half of our journey T.T; thn use 10 mins reach kl sentral by taking lrt and "bus 11", and start our genting trip...
and after that, siyi follow me back to jb and stay here till today, we went tebrau jusco and danga bay at tues, we did shopping there and keep tried the clothes over there, ok, not we, only her, i was the watcher plus designer, but in the end only bought pair of slippers =.=, nvm la, wait nx time, hehehe
and yesterday, we were planning to go kukup, but our good friend, chin heng suggest us better dont go coz going to rain soon and was very very very very de hot...so we changed our destination to tanjung piai, the southern most tip of mainland asia. tis the second time i went if no mistaken, tats a good place to relax, especially morning or evening, quite cool bcoz tat's a jungle, mangrove forest; but too bad we went there at afternoon, reach there around 4pm, cant see the setting sun...herm, n siyi said, "is ok, i draw for u n u paste it on wall la..." T.Tlll
today she back to kl dy, coz of tat stupid thingy, haiz...anyway holiday going to end soon, nx week hv to go back kl again at wed, n before that, i m going to eat eat eat eat eat n eat!!!
enjoy ur holiday too^^
p/s i ll upload pics nx time, when i got my cable... o ya, n i got my first 21st bday present, is a handphone, k750i, although is an old one, but the function all very new, so fine la, hehe, 12 more days to be adult!!!

失望+灰心+反思=明白

2008-04-11T21:47:00.003+08:00

从来没想过。。。
自己在别人的眼中是那么的可怕
自己的动作和眼神会把人压得喘不过气来

终于明白。。。
有些事情，真的只有自己才明白
有些话，只能对着自己说
有些朋友，真的只能做朋友
有些时候，一个人真得很不错
当时妈妈说的话很有道理
诚实，并不是每个人都能够接受的
白色巨塔的存在也有它的意义

很久很久以前，
诚实和谎言是好朋友，
可是大家都只喜欢诚实而不喜欢谎言。
有一天，诚实和谎言到河边冲凉，
谎言乘诚实还在河里，
穿上了诚实的衣服，
诚实没办法，也不想穿上谎言的外套，
只好裸着身体上街。
结果，大家都只肯接受披上诚实外套的谎言，
也难以接受赤裸裸的诚实。

Summary

2008-04-08T01:43:00.007+08:00

Once again, i updated my blog after one month, herm, this one month happened quite lot of things, let me think think...
I think the easiest one for me to remember about is the urut stuff... and this is my ever first time to go let people massage after being a human for almost 20 years. Actually went leg massage before, but this time different, due to my back and wrist pain, and after bargain with my dear, we decided to go SS2 untuk urut atau acupuncture; and the repaid is that she'll go hospital to do medical checkup, and all started at 1130am...finally reached there by taxi, and we went into the center and here it goes... she asked me take out the shirt, and changed to short pant, but i was quite shy that time (please la, i not that brave to take off my pants in front auntie that i dont know=.=). Then, everything started, and it really pain. Those who know me will know that i can tahan a lot of pain, but this one, i really cant tahan at all...i screamed ouch, pain, aaaaaa, 痛痛痛痛痛痛痛 all the way till the end...the whole body was like going to 散掉, but is very nice after that...but it cost me 43 bucks, feel sorry to my wallet, it became thinner and thinner just like me. Then we went to UM hospital, and wasted around 15 mins only realized that clinic didnt open at saturday T.T. Something makes me very angry about was that no taxi want to stop for us, damn super sad... finally we reached the private clinic at ss17 (recommended by roberta for her baby checking) by bus and taxi. The auntie (nurse), maid (kakak) and doctor all very funny, the reaction after they heard we said want to do scanning are all the same "huh? what happened? why want do scanning?" then they will look at me, from top to down, down to top like scanner scanning the ingredient of lobak (dont ask me why is lobak, now i can only think about lobak). But after a while, the body check up done and i didn't go inside with her coz i think she can handle it, and doctor said she's ok, and gave us some medicine, to release angin, and all cost rm67...is very expensive...but yes, her stomach is ok, no problem...^^

second thing i can remember, me and my girl almost went to genting, almost...but cancel last minute because Jet said got a very nice show and asked us to with him, so bought the ticket and butttt, i received Jet's message that the tickets sold out =.=... nvm girl, we still got plenty of time to go ok?

third thing... colorwolf said want spray sperm for Janet... hahaha, actually is that janet asked colourwolf to help her spray paint on sperm model, and is at night, so it really sounded so wrong especially came out from colorwolf's mouth...and the sperm she made were so colorful, all in different color, haha

forth thing...is gonna be final exam week!!! so many things to study and yet i havnt do yet, but luckily i have done one subj, 3 more to go, gambateh!!!

fifth, ooo, now only i realized that my leg size is 45, not 43=.= sorry to my sis coz she bought the wrong size shoes for me, somemore the shoes are very expensive, is from hongkong...

6th, we took some very funny pictures while went to 1 u with xiao thian n brother keong in SLK...haiz...she love to become 大女人 dy, and i have to become 小男人 T.T

hehehe, oh ya, and we did something stupid and funny while waiting the rain stopped, want to know more about it, please refer to appendix G (G for girl)

hehe, i think that's it for todays' update la, going to exam soon, hope can do well and get good grades, all the best my friends and dearie, kambatehhh!!

i m happy~~

2008-03-15T18:24:00.002+08:00

muahahaha, again almost one month didn't update my blog, this few weeks really gonna make my life shorter...

last two weeks was exam week and assignments due week. Although is very busy and tiring, but finally i able to make it till now, however, because i didn't put much efforts while studying for exams, so the results also bad as what i expected...anyway, have to put more time and fight for better results, can't make my studies go worse and worse.

Since last two weeks, few things happened between me n her, during this period, both of us are suffering with tiredness and stresses, finally...nth happened and really, all these stuff are really good experiences...and they really make us think a lot a lot... and thanks to sy, thanks for your kindness and tolerance, and also your care and love. Without you, my life won't be so colorful^^.

That day i bought sy 6 guppy, 4 males 2 females, but due to unknown reason/s, 2 males n females died, when the first one died, sy called me and cried in the phone, after i settled everything and at the free time, i told jet about that, and he replied me that "u know what, girls in relationship are so emotional, they just too easy to got emotional touch...so easy to cry, haiz...."; the time i heard that, first mind came in my head was:" that's not ur pet, why r u so not empathized de?=.="... and i found that, once start having pet, most people started put in their love and care and treated pet like a child... which called the nature of love...

To find out the reason of why those guppy died, and also want to get sth to prevent the other two's death, we went to Wonderland in Mid-V, i felt so lucky there's one worker so nice and able to answer all my questions, maybe my questions all too stupid la, hehe, but that's not the case, he also taught me one lesson, a very important thing, "no matter negotiate with which animal or human beings, stand together with them and think from their perspective; there's lot of reasons that conflicts or misunderstand came out, one of them is,
HUMAN TEND TO MAKE THINGS COMPLICATED..."

after 3 week.....

2008-02-24T12:11:00.012+08:00

Yay, finally got some time to come my blog and fill it up with something...yes, really something...
what have i done in these three weeks?
1st week...
get angpowwwww + play cards + tiring bus trip + happy reunion
Ang pow ooo...correct la, is Chinese New Year week...
I have been long time didn't really enjoy the holiday, even this CNY, I have to worry about and also think about assignments and exams. Thats pretty sad, all my friends and cousins able to go back their hometown before new year eve and makan reunion dinner with family, but we can't, because we still having class that day, and therefore, i missed my reunion lunch...=.=
Anyway, I got some angpows still la, but that can't really fulfill my psychological needs, sob sob. And as usual, we played cards, I played in grandparents' place with cousins and after came back to KL, hehe, me and that sexxy bear became ultimate money vacuum machine, hahaha^^

Anyway, I got my longest trip ever in my life when back to KL and went pick my dearie from LCCT, 8 HOURS sitting on the bus is REALLY NOT SUANG ONE TWO AND THREE!!! but anyway, dearie, for u, ok la, i rather let my butt open flower i also dont want you to have risk coming back alone. Finally, i can see your face again^^

2nd week...
start college life again loo... not a very memorable week, coz I can't really remember, hehe, oh ya, 14th of Feb is....valentines day!!! And I was not ready yet, still thinking what to buy and what to do before that day, although got some plan, but... in the end still need to change all... want to know further information, pls refer to http://yiiyiiwonderland.blogspot.com/

lunch at pizza hutdinner: spaghetti + grape juice (0% alcohol) + 3 purple roses + 1 letter

btw, I really touch and appreciate your present, thanks so much...^^

3rd week...
MID TERM WEEK!!! plus ASSIGNMENT WEEK!!! plus PRESENTATION WEEK!!!
therefore, i was really busy busy busy like hell...

do discussion till super tired... having discussion in college...should have another 2 beside, one is camera woman

however, thursday 21/02 was 元宵节, also know as eastern valentines day. I attended the celebration in main block with my girl, and for the show, we attend the game as well. But i never know, me and her really know each other, haha, and... we did something really crazy on stage, 18SX, haha, and nx time when people ask "what's the crazy thing you two did", and that's the answer. kekeke^^

kena bully...=.=study study in library...too cold nia>.<

end of this week, going out now, hehe, happy birthday Ah Keong...

some fine day...

2008-02-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

i got a very nice and fun beginning for tiring week...why is it fun n tiring n nice together? lets see...
monday...
planning to go sing k with kw, sek hee, a fu them, but got meeting~~~> tiring
went makan lunch n sek hee found one cockroach's tiny leg in his tea~~~> funny
went little genting (小云顶) in cheras with couples~~~> relax, nice n fun

tuesday...
gym...for whole two hours...is freaking tiring!!!~~~> fcuking tired
kena curi curi took pic by hamsap ppl while i took nap=.= somemore say my leg looks like girl's~~~>zadou+ing + swtness

wednesday...
ku la sudah downgrade dari cow, kerbau, a niu ke LSK, bukan SLK, is little sang kancil...=.=lll by special guest of PSY206~~~> funny n swt
hving meeting...~~~> tired
choo kok wui aka rats aka pig aka wolf created his own personal inventory test, super swt~~~> funny

thursday...
went for 3 + 1 n 1/2 + 3 = 7 n 1/2 hours cls~~~> super tired
went movie P2 n kena shock n my arm kena grab till paralyzed, thn went makan supper in Murni~~~> tired+fun+shock

friday...
slept at almost 4am n woke up at 930, thn makan n back to jb at 3pm~~~> tired
bus didnt stop at the bus stop which i need to get down, and i hv to take another bus to go find my dad~~~> tired
finally c my family again, chat with thm during dinner time, i suddenly realized that i forgot my dad also know how to tease ppl and say cold joke~~~> fun + happy

saturday...
which is tmr, and is my eldest sister's big day, she s gonna to be bride!!!~~~> happy
* wish my sis n her husband live happy ever forever...^^

pics time...
pics in small genting

let see, what we doing there?

who want try this?

is it really look like girl's leg?

anyway, waiting my sis's pics, wahahahaha....

start my second year 3rd sem looo

2008-01-20T12:04:00.000+08:00

herm... as usual, jz started the sem, everything still not so buzy...
these few days went different places, shopping and also walk walk la,
last week went sunway pyramid for ice-skating, but didnt manage to do so, because too late while going in; thn end up in archery,
good experience, although second time to play, but very funny, i keep aiming the middle of four circle, but not the bull's eye, somemore the middle of the circle let me shot until pecah, kekeke...
and me, si yi, thian n ah keong fight each others see who can shot better, and the winner is...i forgot dy...

the nx day, me and si yi went "qi cong gai"/ 茨厂街 bought my bag and shoes.

then the second week came...
1st, while in cls, i heard a super super shock news...although is good news but still... and it caused me think a lot, ab my future, my family, and my current life.

2nd, Fatimah punya cls really siokkkk!!! i never been a cls which the lecturer can used 3 hours time to cover 9 slides...... and one sentence can repeat 3 to 4 times in same tone =.=lll

3rd, a Paul's cls is not tat boring...but VERY TIRING!!! luckily he realized how difficult we copying his notes while his lectured speed is 9 times of Fatimah's and gonna upload the slides. AND, we learnt sth, which is, while u spent 100%, u r 100% successful; while u spent 50%, u r 50% succesful; while u spent 0%, which means either u didnt earn at all, or u kept all money, u r 0% successful (wat a econs theory...)

4th, wedding is a very hard thing... especially marry someone whose far far away fr you. for example, if you from Kedah, and want married a sabah girl, then congratulation, you may have your wedding in airplane; OR, if according to chinese traditional, bridegroom need to pick bride from her home, and the nice time is nx day 9am, means one days ago, the guy need flied to sabah at 11am, and reach sabah at 9pm, thn pick bride and fly back to kedah at 11pm, reach kedah can ngam ngam at 9am, haha, spent one day in plane!!!

well, lastly, congratulation to my dear friends, the two who gv me second shock news, hehehe, first time is the 3%/15% assignment, hope u two happy ever forever...^^

簡單最動人

2008-01-06T19:07:00.000+08:00

第一句

沒有一百分的另一半　只有五十分的兩個人

第二句
付出真心　才會得到真心　卻也可能傷得徹底
保持距離　就能保護自己　卻也註定永遠寂寞

第三句
通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人　才是真正愛你的人

第四句
有時候　不是對方不在乎你　而是你把對方看得太重

第五句
冷漠　有時候並不是無情　只是一種避免被傷害的工具

第六句
如果我們之間有1000步的距離　你只要跨出第 1步
我就會朝你的方向走其餘的999 步

第七句
為你的難過而快樂的　是敵人
為你的快樂而快樂的　是朋友
為你的難過而難過的　就是那些　該放進心裡的人

第八句
就算是believe 　中間也藏了一個lie

第九句
真正的好朋友　並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題
而是在一起　就算不說話　也不會感到尷尬

第十句
朋友就是被你看透了　還能喜歡你的人

new year, new hope...

2008-01-05T12:54:00.000+08:00

first post in 2008 leh...so happy today, hahahahaha, cant stop myself from laughing...
LUKMAN!!! YOU CANT FAIL ME!!!
hehehe, abit crazy dy... kena siok by my results.
After came back to KL, bit boring, but still manage to get stuff to do,
such as
1st, became the mentor who needs to help new students (mentis) in their future uni coll life.
and because of this, i met 7 new students, actually more than that, but the others are not my mentis, i jz their tour guide in first day.

2nd, sing k till siok!!!! plus kok wui kena play kao kao for first time ever, hahaha

3rd, met old HMC friends...chating, play cards, n WOW-ing... and JAMILA, enjoy ur working ther ya, dont forget to come back, hehe, good luck to you!!

4th, be wise n be generous always...no matter in what situation, no matter how nervous n how impatient i am, control my temper....and trust is very very very important!!!

new year new hope,
1st, hope i can get better result in the future in everything...
2nd, hope i can improve my relationship with family...and also...you
3rd, hope i can get a better com
4th, hope i can gain more weight, so my dad wont say i become thinner n thinner again
5th, hope my dear always be happy...
6th, hope my friends always do their best in everything
7th, hope i can train myself n dunk tis year!!!

HAPPY 2008 to everyone!!!

second one in last day of 2007 华语版

2007-12-31T19:35:00.000+08:00

有些事情想怎么藏也藏不住，心里怎么憋都不舒服。。。
曾几何时，自己是那么爱哭，总是有人准备着纸巾陪我，听我说话。。。
曾几何时，自己是那么的健谈，那么的容易表达自己的想法。。。
曾几何时，自己是如此的逍遥自在。。。
曾几何时，生活是那么的无忧无虑。。。

不知何时，自己已经忘了怎么哭，怎样发泄心中的不坦。。。
不知何时，自己已经变得麻木不仁，封闭自己，难以表达个人的意见。。。
不知何时，自己已经被无数的，无形的，重重的绳索绑在人群之中。。。
不知何时，生活变得那么的琐碎，繁琐。。。

想哭，哭不出；
想笑，笑不得；
孤寂，无人知；
痛心，自己明。

献一对联给自己。。。
取名 ~~

云知

明月，晴空，凉风，
白云叠叠风吹晓；
空樽，名酒，醉意，
心事重重谁能知。

last day of 2007...

2007-12-31T15:05:00.000+08:00

once again, times fliessssss so fastttt...2008 coming soon, only 9 hours left before the end of 2007...
since tis the last day of the year, wat u gonna do? spent time with family? friends? lover? do sth hvnt try before? or jz stay home rest?
me? writing blog n thinking of wat i hv done tis yr lo...so, let me do a summarization for my 2007...

first, family...
herm...again, everyone in family still the same lo, eldest sis gonna to married, going to register in 02022008, n i dont think can attend=.=; second sis still keep travelling around, dont know wher she plan to go after china; younger sis leh, still like tat, now preparing for PMR, and hope to know her more...my parents still the same, so pia...but now able to go traveling also liao, happy for thm...

second, friends...
everyone so bz and hard to contact, finally hv a classmate gathering last week, but still most of the ppl couldnt make it, anyway, realy glad and enjoy the gathering, including dotaing n yam cha, and chating while playing mah jong together whole nite...hehe
how ab kl friends? make some new friends and got quite lots of activities with them, coz most of my time spend in kl, while studying, went for cls, dota, shopping, movies, even working...thx to all my friends who take care of me so much, willing to bring me here and there, share with me, accompany me when i was happy, down, sad, siok, and sick or hving troubles...especially kok wui, kwok thye, yoong chuen, jet, sek hee, sze yii, xiao thian, joyce, olivia, melvin gang, cyril gang, basketball gang (feng chen etc...), youthmalaysia.com gang (joel, joanne, michael, jeff, wendy, ching yee, ye tsun, roberta, shean, john aiden), jln kasah n setiajasa gang and banyak banyak la...(feel like gving speech in oscar)

third, college life...
after stepped into year two, harder n harder the homework and really stress all the time...this year study is really tough, didn't manage to reach my goal and yet became worse...especially this sem, too many activities n i couldnt organize my time well, all my own fault...
besides that, some activities really cheer me up, especially internship period, i was able to traveling around malaysia while working, although jz went to different universities, but met and made some friends and different people, chat with thm and learnt lot about people n also working techniques; one night in museum also quite interesting, althought very tired, but it really worth it...
also, basketball league...last year our team won the champion of intercollege league, but tis year didnt get, only got second or third i forgot; n the sports carnival, tis one i really enjoy, again we didnt win much, but because we really pay much and work hard on it, n our psych spirit and the knowledge we learnt, we applied totally in the game, haha, tats fun...

forth, personal life...
i m glad i learnt alot, hv to earn sth no matter what after losing sth, i mean experience...so nx time wont do the same mistake again...tis year sth really make me happy is, i update one of my friend become my another half, thx to her, i able to know lots of thing, and hv good time always...although sometimes not so happy, but still, after knowing everything, empathy n understanding will help to improve our relationship.

lots of first time in 2007...
first time failed my subject...
first time stayed overnite in hospital...
first time stay in 4 star hotel...
first time let 15 yrs old indian girl ask personal details so she can know more...
first time do roadshow, in times square n different universities...
first time know wats helpless...
first time met old friends after 2 yrs...
first time realized that my parents really be older n older...
first time feel tat i so old...
first time went to LCCT and sent ppl away fr myself...
first time rare hermits n died two now...
first time found out how horible, scary computer virus is...
first time....dont know...forgot dy...

2008...coming after 7 hours n 20 mins...
HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone...

in holiday~~~

2007-12-21T03:36:00.000+08:00

Today is the end of my first week holiday, what have I done in this 7 days leh? let me do a summarization.
1st, Psych department first prom nite - parkside romance. the 2nd prom that i attended, first one is HMC. waiting ppl send my pics...o.0

2nd, shopping. TWO days...

Although jz went to mid valley n times square, and the times square trip is not for myself, but i realized that WHYYYY people like shopping...what they need are not spending $$$$ n buy stuff, but the way of spending money(u shop the more, ppl ll think u r richer, coz u got $$$ to spent, so it can satisfy ur pride) and enjoy the time of being an emperor, let ppl served.

3rd, spent 8 n half hours to come back jb. 45 mins in taxi + 15 mins bought ticket + 2 n half hours wait bus + 5 hours in bus.

4th, went to my grandpa's house. I really too long time didnt come back dy, the ppl, the place change looo...even my xxx said my cousins all become the same, become bigger size, but for me, it means ~~ growth horizontal...=.=

5th, watch series - the gentle crackdown (秀才遇到兵). finally...i finished watching it, heheeh.

6th, make phone call n SMS.

7th, 思念...haha, when i type 思念 tis two words in google search, http://www.oicq88.com/chat/sn.htm
this website pop out o...although not i wrote de, but still, u can understand la ho...if cant tell me thn i transfer to u la^^
somemore o, 思念是一种病, 张震岳 , very nice o... http://video.baidu.com/p?word=%CB%BC%C4%EE%CA%C7%D2%BB%D6%D6%B2%A1+%D5%C5%D5%F0%D4%C0&pos=3&s=4

airport

2007-12-17T02:43:00.000+08:00

today is the first time go to LCCT, not for myself, but to sent my girl home;
thought it will be a moderate airport (not as modern as KLIA la), but out of my expect, it's truly small and crowded, however, is quite organized.
Several things i found out there. First, the traffic is horrible. No guards controlling the traffic but let people parked at roadside and blocking others, it looked like an at least three lanes road, but it only left one small place to let cars passed through. WHY? coz the other two lanes are full of taxi and side parking cars, especially waiting or dropping people.
Second, queue will growth wider, jz like root, fr one main lane can grow few more small one. No Matter MALAYSIAN or TOURISM from other countries, it can always become two or three lines even there's only ONE counter. AND, people like to divide their capital in order to increase the opportunity for winning, like queuing. One family can be separated into two teams when there's two counters, so whichever goes faster, another one can jz abandoned the queue and used the faster one. I like do that also^^
Third, the nasi lemak special is OK... means, personal opinion, Ali Maju punya nasi lemak lebih delicious...
Fourth, sending people away from you is not nice...
Fifth, I miss economic seated bus...
Sixth, I start missing......you

HOLIDAYYY!!! ENJOY UR TIME PEOPLE

full of tiredness...

2007-12-12T14:06:00.000+08:00

today finish the second last subj...tired tired...
herm...these two weeks really used up all my energies,
everyday sleep at 2 to 3 oclock in the morning o.0
good luck to my last subj fri...everyone also...

guess guess

2007-12-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

which one is the one with opened eyes??
(a)

(b)

well, jz abit sienzzz, keep study study, drop ur ans if u free la, hehe.
anyway, the ans is...
(a), why? coz the eyes r actually slightly opened de, look at the right one^^

drop ur ans thn only highlight c la, dont cheat ya, enjoy study^^

朋友一生一起走, 大祸临头各自飞

2007-12-03T00:36:00.000+08:00

朋友一生一起走, 大祸临头各自飞

thx to my dear friend, kok wui, hehe, someone who dont know chinese, mandarin, and half banana,
i learned something new again...

although actually this is another sentence (夫妻本是同林鸟，大难临头各自飞),
anyway, still have to praise u coz u describe the scene so erm herm...
thanks a lot for helping me so much, although in dota u abandoned me,
but in real life, haha, still abandoned me sometimes.
in conclusion, dont simply change the sentences urself la, but is very funny,
and this call heng dai!!

first time~~~

2007-12-01T02:02:00.000+08:00

Went sing K in red box (or green box i forgot) in LowYat with ice, jingxing, a mao n yiiii,
having lots of fun there, especially before final, everyone stress dy...especially me>.<
so glad that all of them can tahan my voice, hehe,
however the mic are so lousy, easily to be low battery, and spoiled a bit our mood...
but anyway, having good and fun time...

after finished, a mao n ice went pasar malam; me, yii n jing xing went back...
and now, another story to talk about...
as usual, when i felt hungry, I ate;
before ate, i cooked (sometimes there's one people will cook for me also);
before cooked, i (we) bought;
so before me and yi went back, we bought some materials for our dinner,
and today introduce, me n yii's fish...(wuahahaha, our first time)

first, buy fish...plus some other materials,

plus ginger,
and tomato, (because i cant find sour plum)first, put salt and sauce on both sides of the fish,

second, cut ginger into slides and put on fish's body too,

third, cut tomato into 8 slides, i used 2 tomatoes la,

forth, either put at the side or put on top of the fish, depends on whether you want the tomato taste or not, if want stronger taste, then put on top, if not, just put at side, can be deco also;

and last, use pot to steam this fish...after about 10 to 15 mins (i think gua, didn't count, i used chopstick to test whether it cooked or not), it became...

muahahaha, although not really looks nice, but it really taste good^^

*experience gained:
1st ~ learned how to clean fish, thx yii, coz i only know how to clean small fish, this the first time cooked medium fish, besides that one in science lab de la
2nd ~ should dipped this fish into salt water before steamed
3rd ~ should take pic before ate half of it...

summary: int +3
agi +1
str +0

for my two hermits...

2007-11-23T19:57:00.000+08:00

today, another hermit gone...
no longer 4 now, but 2...what to do??
as a psychology student, i noticed something, just the day before it died (yesterday),
i was putting all my efforts and time for my assignment,
but out of no where, i noticed it's looking at me...
1 hour after...it still looking at me, without moving its body...tats strange...
by this morning, i still saw it climbing around, move here move there,
again, without any sign, its dead.
the only thing it left is a shell...
a shell that all of them want, but it owned it straight after i put this shell in.

p/s: feel like give this two hermits a poem,
徐志摩的<<在别康桥>>
悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄的来。
我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。

改篇版：　焦包的<<在别蟹馆>>
悄悄的你走了，正如你悄悄的来。
你挥一挥钳子，不带走一个shell。

OMGGGG!! MY COM GOT SUPER VIRUS!!!

2007-11-15T00:24:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHH!!!!! NEVER KENA THIS TYPE OF VIRUS BEFORE...
THIS VIRUS AUTO DELETE EVERYTHING IN MY COM INCLUDED MY EXTERNAL HARDDISK!!!
MY DATA ALL GOOOONEEEEEE!!!!
ALL 160 GGGGGGBBBBBSSSSS STUFF GONE IN FRONT OF ME JUST LIKE A WIND BLOWING ON MY FACE...PHEWWWWW~~~~GONE~~~~
WHOEVER READ MY BLOG PLZ PAY ATTENTION...
DO A BACK UP FOR UR IMPORTANT DOCUMENT NOWWWW!!!
DON'T EVER WAIT UNTIL YOU REGRET!!!

*today only i know that vista got a function that enable ppl hide the icon of recycle bin...when we TERDELETE the icon, just go back to desktop properties, select the recycle bin, and it ll come back again...EASY TO GET, EASY TO HILANG~~~
thx to yj...i really like vista...VISTA ROCKSSSS!!! kekekekekekekeke....

good and unforgetable memory for only 120 bucks!!!

2007-11-08T04:30:00.000+08:00

2nd of November, 2007
We went for E3 Camp for training at 615 pm. I wasn't that happy, because my ex teammate didn't call me up and lied to me when there's a training but said no; while i saw his car moved just right in front of me to the court. I felt abandoned. And betrayed...

I stood right at the middle of the road at 645pm to let our people reverse their cars successfully.

I ate curry ayam for dinner with all the campers.

I played cards with some of the campers.

Sleep.......

3rd of November, 2007
Felt dizzy when woke up at 703 am, by Sexxy.

Vomited and diarrhea.

Makan sikit Nasi Lemak and one sandwich with MILO.

Tak boleh tahan dy, asked permission to leave for rest; started my journal of vomits and diarrheas with fever.

Received 2 cans of 100 plus when i asked for glucose in the afternoon.

Received 10 biji Panadol.

5pm, felt recover and wanna follow everyone for gaming session but failed. Fever started again after vomited and diarrhea the fifth time.

8pm, body "recovered" again and went to the third last training session after makan sikit nasi tambah garam.

The 9th diarrhea and 7th vomited. My dinner gone...

Tak boleh tahan again after session started for 10 mins, request to bring me see doctor but end up to UM Hospital.

Body 0.1% energy left for talking sikit sikit and breathe. Fingers cramped and whole body lost of feeling.

A past by auntie driver saw us and sent us to the entrance of emergency ward. First time sat wheel chair with a plastic bag hanged on my face.

First time lied on hospital bed.

First time nurse put needle at wrong place on my hand and drink glucose without using mouth.

First time my friends helped me did exercise for stretched out my legs in hospital while others looking at us.

First time kena shocked by nurse while sleeping and dreaming.

First time almost decided to sleep on hospital's chair at 3am.

4th of November, 2007
Back to a bit healthier mode and able to talk and smile to people. Attend the last two sessions or else i really came for nothing. Received banyak orang's blessed and care. Back at 3pm and rest while si yi came and took care of me.

End of the camp story...and need thanks to lots of people, for eg: Jet, Alex, Sabas, Suzane, Mr Gerard, sek hee, and others who cares about me.
And also to Joyce, who cooked porridge for me, and my dear, Si Yi, thank you very much...

等待雨停时。。。

2007-11-08T03:00:00.000+08:00

1 最近在看的電視----没有电视机

2 最近在做的事情----读书

3 最近在聽的音樂----di.fm 算不算？

4 最近關心的話題----jb 有没有淹水

5 最近常想的異性----她

6 最近常想做的事----睡觉和陪她

7 最近身體狀況----刚从医院回来，你说呢？

8 最近理財狀況----没问题

9 對朋友最想說的話---- 谢谢你们

10 對自己最想說的話---知足常乐，时时感激

11 記憶中做過的最瘋狂的事情---在医院病床上做暖身运动

12 最喜歡吃的食物----妈咪煮的，她煮的，有温暖幸福感觉的都爱

13 最喜歡吃的水果---芒果，榴莲，西瓜，很多。。。

14 最怕什麼---寂寞

15 現在最想做的事----出去透透气

16 你最遺憾的一件事情---- 没有好好珍惜时间

17 短期的目標---把功课搞好

18 現在最想買的東西----satay

19 覺得自己最大的優點是什麼---够牛

20 近一年最丟人的事情是什麼----连续叫错名字

21 今年最大的願望是什麼---珍惜所拥有的，好好度过每一天

22 迄今為止最難忘的一件事----车祸逃过一劫

23 如果上天給你一個再來一次的機會，你最想改變哪件事情---- 暂时没有后悔的事情

24 現階段生活的支點是什麼----读书

25 “付出是為了獲得”是否是一切交流的原則----是

26 到目前為止談過幾次戀愛---两次，这次是第三次

27 失去什麼你會不想活下去----家人

28 你會選擇愛還是被愛----愛

29 你覺得自己能找到幸福嗎----能

30 你認為自己善良嗎----值得怀疑吗？

31 你觉得人活着是为了什么----为自己和值得自己付出的人

32 最想去的地方---在湖边的竹林

33 在你心目中，事業重要還是家庭重要----家庭

34 你對同性戀婚姻有什麼樣的看法---他们开心就好

35 什么事能让你感到幸福---有人关心

36 你難過時會想起誰----会关心我的朋友，家人，她

37 在生命的最後一天，你會做什麼---做想做的事

38 你覺得自己是個自私的人嗎---是

39 一句刻骨銘心的謊話---不是我放屁

40 對自己的一切最滿意的是什麼---达到自己的目标

41 曾經的好朋友滄海桑田，你會覺的怎樣---不要重蹈覆辙

42 什麼類型的電影最讓你感動----肯定不是恐怖和动作片

43 喜歡用什麼方式排解煩惱---找朋友谈

44 這一秒你在想什麼----想该怎么回答

45 你有幾個真正的朋友----很多

46 家人重要還是朋友重要，只能一選----家人

47 你印象最深刻的鬼片是哪一部？哪個情景？----好像是午夜凶铃，在critical thinking的时候，整个银幕就只有一粒眼睛，然后我们研究戏里的鬼眼睛是什么样子的， Jamil 和Edwin 用双手遮住眼睛和耳朵。。。

48 你相信有靈魂這種媒介存在麼？----相信

49 如果要在身體上紋一個纹身, 你最希望的部位是哪裏----大象，大象，我不是蜡笔小星

50 你最自戀的表現是什麼---- 不知

51 如何稱呼自己的伴侶才夠肉麻？----小可爱~~~

52 你希望世界返璞歸真還是越來越先進----先進

53 你認為自己是什麼樣的人呢？----善忘

54 不想死也不想好好活著的時候該以什麼樣的方式面對？----做想做的事

55 如果用動物來形容自己你最接近什麼動物?----他们都叫我牛，我叫自己蚯蚓

56 做了這麼多題目之後，有什麼想法？----眼睛有点累

57 用三個詞來形容一下自己目前的生活---很够力

58 支撐你對自己戀人無限包容的支點是什麼---我爱她

59 如果明確告訴你死了能到更美好的世界，你會不會馬上去死----不会

60 在你心目中，朋友，究竟是什麼？---在我需要时给我微笑或支持的人

61 一個陌生人莫名其妙給你一個並不重的耳光之後，再對你微笑，你會有什麼反應？---知道死字怎样写吗？

62 你最讨厌什么样的人？---当你认真时，他还在开玩笑的人（是真的，没有抄袭）

63 你有過劈腿的經歷嗎（包括精神）---没有

64 目前為止，生命中重要的幾個人？（可以用昵稱）---家人，她和她

65 你會一直堅持夢想嗎，還是會屈服於現實? ---为自己想要的奋斗

66 最近聽到的最八卦的事情是什麼？---怎样才叫最八卦？

67 如果條件允許，會養什麼寵物？---鱼

68 等待一個愛的人, 你會為自己設一個時限嗎？----会

69 最近看了什么书啊？---才做完biopsyc 的group discussion...

70 最令你无法忍受的事情---肚子饿

71 你有试过在大庭广众放无声屁吗？然后装傻。要说真的哦！----有，please refer to question 39...

72 你喜歡什麼類型的異性?---体贴，了解我

73 想擁有怎樣的一間房子?--- 在湖边，竹林里的

74 想要為自己的明天做些什麼?---有意义的事

75 如果有机会，你会不会来趟寻找自我之旅？原因？----会，想要认识大地

76 以后希望从事什么事业？--- 能了解人的，心理学家，樵夫

77 朋友在大庭广众做丢脸的事,你会怎么对他?--- 无言以对

79 最想死的方法？----老死

80 在临死前的那一刻,最依依不舍的事?--- 家人和心爱的人

81 如果时间倒流，你想做的第一件事是什么?--- 对所有我爱的人说“我爱你”

82 如果你发现你现在的男朋友/女朋友劈腿，你会原谅她吗？--- 不知，看情况

83 相信一见钟情吗？--- 信

84 在你心中，我算是你的什么人？--- 要说吗，宝贝？

85 请列出一个你认为我最大的优点和最坏的缺点。---- 温柔；优柔寡断

86 如果这一题不用你绞尽脑子回答，你会不会感激我？----感激你什么？？

87 对你而言，你觉得时间真的会冲淡一切吗？---- 会

88 如果有两个人同时喜欢上你，你会做怎样的选择？--- 选那个我爱的人

89 你们喜欢转角吗？-- 知道什么是转角了吗？

90 選一首能表達自己的歌---我不会记歌名

feel like doing self-reflection report, =.=lll, however, thanks to this thing, it helps me use one and half hour to think back, current and future of my life. No matter what, never do something make yourself regret and happy always...

sports carnival at saturday...

2007-10-29T16:24:00.001+08:00

finally finish sports carnival in UM fifth college.
One week training is not wasted...and i really happy for seeing that basketball team enable to do so much and run so far... but too pity that i caused the our team lost or else we would able to go in semi final and fight HMC team A, which is the strongest team among all of us and included FOUR national players...The champion for basketball game was HMC team A as expected, but is really so damn unfair because their level are different with ours=.= sienz~~

however, we got champion in tug of war as well, and i lost my voice because of cheering them with my energy that remained in my body, so now i got SEXY voice also..hehehe...

Anyway i quite enjoyed the whole day, although we lost our game, but our bpsyc. spirit beat everyone kao kao, and now other people will think that people who study bpsyc are psycho... we danced, we sang, we jumped, we shouted and even cheered for our opponent... one word~~CRAZY!!

again...thx for my teammates and everyone who support us, and now i hv to write report to our great master-- pek wah...o.0

Final ans...

2007-10-25T03:37:00.000+08:00

why do people afraid to find out the final result?
because they afraid of facing the truth.

why do people afraid to face the truth?
because they might unable to find out the solution.

why do people afraid to find out the solution?
because they afraid to solve the problem.

why do people afraid to solve the problem?
because they afraid to find out the final result.

why do people afraid to find out the final result?
because final result is fixed, is hard to change, and most importantly, it might be different with what people expected.

why do people unable to face the outcome?
because people have no courage to do so.

bz bz n tired...

2007-10-23T01:48:00.000+08:00

finally...i done the mid term exams by last week...
but this week i having another busy and super tired week...
experiments, oral defense (done by yesterday), meetings, basketball training...
someone...please let me rest...a while please...just a while...
i m tired...

RAUB TRIP...very super long post...

2007-10-14T15:40:00.000+08:00

12^th of Oct, 12pm, I went to Raub, Pahang with my friend, to visit her adopted parents and little sister. We spend about 2 and half hours to reach there, and we stood for about 1 and half hours; got our seats after we reached Bentong bus station. The environment here quite nice, a very typical Chinese village, no much cars, and most of the villagers here learn how to use motorcycle. This family is quite cute, the popo is a funny person, she went to lots of places and she showed me the pictures as well, got 7 o…uncle and auntie are quiet, and the small little girl, who is 7 years old now, naughty but somehow cute also la, now she’s beside me and playing “tortoise” with si yi (ya, my friend is si yi, easier to type).

Before having dinner, we went to playground with little girl, with her friends, we saw some naughty boys playing around there. Reasons I call them naughty are:

First, they shout rude words to each others, and after that they shout at US!!! Walao, they only primary 2 to 3 man, and they shouting diao ni lao bu (f ur mother) and the girl replied them as… “你老爸f 鸡，所以有四个像你们酱坏蛋的兄弟咯。。。”

chicken...

=.=lll wakao, wats wrong with them?? Education problems? They don’t even know what it means!!! Or because of the culture?? OMG!!!

Second, they throw grasshopper into my shirt (HALOO!! I almost tied them up on the ceiling).

grasshopper...

But, also I observe sth, for example, if you don’t care what they talk and even look at them, they won’t bring you troubles, and why do they keep fighting with each others? Actually there’s no any reason. Besides that, body size and age will be another factors, boys will aim a target (smaller size and active, able to fight back, similar age), if the girl elder than them, they see them as unreachable target (maybe they think they will lost to them gua...)

big size 1...

big size 2...
big size 3...

elder age...

Besides that, I noticed children will start to do naughty things when they got someone to back them up, especially do something they normally can’t do, because their parents will scold them, for example scolding people, use bad words, hit people and so forth. Maybe next sem experiment will do that.

Got our dinner at around 6 sth, all of them sleep very early (8 to 9pm, which consider late for them). After spending some times with little girl, we watched a movie and went sleep.

Next day morning around 8am, we went out makan. We went to a river after lunch, the water is so cool, but the sand are so dirty and full of rocks. We saw some small fish swam right beside me. After 2 hours we went back. When we reached house, their relatives came, with 2 little (3 and 4 years old) girls, they are so cute and active.

this the pic si yi took for us...they are si yi's adopted father's little brother's daughters.

fun thing 1: play in the river

fun thing 2: kong kong = swing, not dinosaur (cited by si yi, 2007)

fun thing 3: play ball with these kids are fun, they will grow tall if they keep play like that^^ and also chinese chess, but tired

fun thing 4: koko bread= chocolate bread, not kuku bird or bread that made by bone (cited by si yi, 2007)

fun thing 5: sabah and sarawak can only celebrate independents day for 44 years, Melaya can celebrate for 50 years. (cited by si yi's adopted father's sister's husband's papa, 2007)

Thx lots to si yi's adopted family, and uncle Poh, he called himself handsome boy, and auntie Michelle.

Well well well, good experience, and I have to start my engine again for the challenge in the future.

>.<

2007-10-10T00:56:00.000+08:00

boring, tired, sienz...streessss...===> exam...

tmr...good luck to me, and all my friends...

i found the story...

2007-10-06T14:53:00.000+08:00

麥當勞的故事
>
>
>
> 在我家附近，開了一家新的麥當勞。耀眼的Ｍ字招牌，馬上變成了一個顯
> 目的指標，無論是指引車子裡的司機，還是指引肚子裡的蛔蟲。
>
>
>
> 而我，因為一直在外面求學的關係，所以始終沒有機會踏入這間距離我家
> 僅只100公尺的世界級小，麥當勞。
>
>
>
> 直到那一天，我回家的那天，媽媽剛好回了澎湖，姐姐則去參加台南的朋
>
>友婚宴，平常食物香氣不斷的廚房，登時空蕩起來。偌大的家，剩下我一個。於
> 是，我下了決心，踏入就在我家隔壁的黃色大，麥當勞。
>
>
>
> 推開門，裡頭還是那樣清潔的讓人心曠神怡，麥當勞叔叔掛著親切的笑容
>
>迎接著我。於是，我點了一號餐，非常輕鬆愉快的找了一張靠窗的座位坐下，吃著
> 美味的漢堡，思考著麥當勞為什麼會風靡全台灣的原因。
>
>
>
> 因為麥當勞行銷策略是針對「小孩」吧。再也沒有什麼偉大的願望，能比
> 得上小孩滿足笑容的。
>
>
>
> 突然，我看到了兩個人，他們在一瞬間就吸引了我的注意力。因為他們跟
>
>這間整潔嶄新的建築物，一點都不搭配。他們是一個父親，還有一個小孩。父親身
>
>上泛黃的襯衫，東破了一個洞，西破了一個洞，沾滿了不知道是汽油還是黑油的油
>
>漬，一張臉略顯消瘦，尤其是被太陽不斷洗禮的皮膚，更顯得他飽受風霜，如果我
> 沒猜錯，他應該是個工人吧。
>
>
>
> 而小孩跟他父親比起來，並不算太瘦，但是若是跟麥當勞裡頭，任何一個
>
>握著飛機跑來跑去的小朋友來比，他實在太黑太小了。兩個人，慢慢的走進了麥當
>
>勞，從他們遲疑的步伐和四處張望的態度，可以猜測他們應該是第一次來到這種速
> 食店。
> 「我們要一份薯條，一杯可樂，還要兩個豬肉堡...」父親結結巴巴的說
> 著，「總共150元。」店員臉上依然是麥當勞招牌微笑。
> 「150元？好...好...」父親低下頭，用那隻又黑又髒的手，在口袋裡不斷
>
>的掏著，叮噹叮噹，一口袋的銅板，都撒在潔白的點餐桌上。父親拿著銅板，慢慢
> 的數著。
>
>
>
> 「10元，20元，30元，40元，50元，55元，56元....」
>
>
>
> 店員倒還沈的住氣，依然微笑，等待著顧客將手上的零錢點清。可是我已
> 經看到幾個排在他們後面的年輕人，露出了不耐煩的表情。
>
>
>
> 突然，原本都不說話的小朋友，拉著父親髒破的襯衫，嚷著，「爸爸，我
> 要那個車車，人家要那台車車....」
> 「車車玩具啊？」父親瞇著眼睛看了看那台玩具，又轉頭問店員，「請問
> 加這玩具要多少錢？」
> 「要50元喔。」店員聲音微微提高，不知道是提醒父親，他手上的零錢可
> 能不夠支付，還是為了讓他知難而退。
> 父親沒有說話，只是露出了為難的表情。幾條皺紋被擠在他烏黑的額頭
> 上，嘴角卻揚起了一陣苦笑。
> 這樣的表情，好深刻。讓我幾乎忍不住，想放下了手上的漢堡，拿出還在
> 我口袋的五十元。可是最後，我卻沒動，因為我想知道父親的選擇。
>
>
>
> 「那.....小姐，抱歉....我不要那個漢堡了，一個漢堡就好了。」
>
>
>
> 店員遲疑了一下，很快的按下更改鍵，一個可能是父親這輩子唯一一次吃
> 到的漢堡，變成了一個玩具汽車。
> 也在這個時候，父親點完了錢，他收起了僅剩在桌上的兩三個零錢，一手
>
>端起那個木質的盤子。另一手則牽起了小朋友的手。慢慢的走向他們的座位，那瞬
>
>間，我看到了身為父親的驕傲。原本屈婁的身體，突然變得挺拔起來。而他的小朋
> 友好興奮，不斷的跳著笑著，發出撲嚕撲嚕的汽車聲音，玩著他的新玩具。
>
>
>
> 我睜著眼睛，偷偷地看著他們。
> 父親什麼都沒吃，只是掛著非常滿足的微笑，看著興奮異常的小朋友，一
>
>會玩玩具，一會抓著薯條，用各種姿勢品嚐這份得來不易的美食。我靜靜的看著，
>
>突然發現，我必須找個地方，找隻筆，或許是網路，記載下當時父親的表情。
>
>
>
> 他瞇著眼睛，非常疼惜的看著他眼前的小朋友，那幾道皺紋又在他的額頭
>
>上縮緊，只是這次，他是真的笑了。不再是苦笑。而是一種非常滿足的笑容。
> 為什麼麥當勞能夠席捲全世界？
> 因為父母的愛，能夠席捲全世界。
>
>
>
> 我彷彿感受到了他那份滿足，低下頭，笑著把我手上的漢堡吃完。
>
>
>
>
> 【後段】我吃完了漢堡，終於拿出了我口袋裡的五十元，走到了櫃台。
>
>
>
> 「請再給我一個漢...」我話才說到一半，卻發現...
> 那個年輕的女店員已經從後面端出了一個剛出爐的漢堡，對我微微一笑，
>
>然後離開櫃台，走向父子坐的那張餐桌。走過我身旁的時候，她還不忘俏皮的眨了
> 眨眼睛。「這個漢堡，已經有人訂了。」

p/s: sory for those dont know english...

MCD time...

2007-10-06T12:45:00.000+08:00

MCD...again...
4th time i ate tis stupid fast food tis week. i feel like they going to post my pic on their "best crew in the week" board.
xiao thian said: i like to come mcd because it suit to any class or lvl people to come.
i thought: yea true...and it reminds me a story fr internet i saw...

it's ab a father with his son, a young short skinny boy, and the father wore a dirty smelly working uniform with holes, they went to mcd...
boy: i want that car car, tat yellow one, i want car car...
father: excuse me, how much is it cost? tat yellow car?
girl: well, it cost XXXX. ur 2 burgers cost XXXXX bucks.
father: oh okok...
boy: i want car car, i want...papa buy for me buy for me...

father was counting the money, all the money fr his pocket, with his dirty oily hand.
the money can only paid for 1 burger and that toy.

father: er...sory miss, jz gv me one burger plz...
girl: all rite, hv a good day sir.

father and his son sat down one corner, watching his son plays around with his toy, with the burger. "shummm...voooomm...." the boy play with full of joys.

the writer want to buy thm a burger, and the waiter said: sir, someone ady buy thm one more.

it reminds me my dad...

after that, jing xing the gorilla, another one, not the previous one, ask si yi...
g (for gorilla): ei, show them the magic la...
s (si yi): i dont know la, u show la, i very slow de, u show la...
blah blah blah...
x (xiao thian): show la show la, how to play?
g: errr...u need take tomato and chili sauce...
x: okok wait a...
g: tis magic can only let one ppl do leh, who leh?
y (yong jie): .....(diam diam makan makan)
g: ei si yi, u do la, tell her wat to do first...
s: o o ... later o, xiao thian a, u mz fast fast put ur hand on top thn u ll feel hot hot air de...
g: erm...i would rather say it s a chemical reaction thn magic...
x: faster faster i want c i want c...

here start the magic...put tomato sauce first...thn fast fast put chili sauce...and fast fast put ur hand on top...and...
BIAKKK...it become sauce sauce hand!!!

***learn~~~don't play magic with them...especially x...

tired but happy...

2007-10-04T01:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday met some unhappy thingy, but today totally different...although tired, but i am very happy and enjoy this day.

First, is about the group meeting, today, all of us except one gorilla, we went out for lunch, and hv a discussion section in my place, eating mamee, drinking mocha, talking craps, somemore related to very sensitive issues, haha, but we also came out with some results, and tmr, we ll work harder and finish it!!!

Second, we celebrate our dear friend --- si yi punya 21 bday... we rush to cheras and bought her a not really cake almond with chocolate cake, and some other friends fr lrg setiajasa 4 also prepared some candles, assign thm into her name, and light thm up, quite beautiful and touch scene when she open her eyes and saw it, she almost cry, almost but didnt, tats too bad. furthermore all taking pictures, talking chatting and also eating the almond cake, ICE... the hunger queen fr the jungle ate 1/3 of the cakes because she s too hungry, and another very classic thingy she said when her almond drop on floor: i want to carry my almond la, u c they fall down dy...=.=lll and I became the cake when si yi cutting the cake, because i too dark...BUT I BECAME FAIRER DY LA!!! NO MORE JIAO BAO...hehe, jiaobao's heart, but non-jiao bao's body (what a crap).

A good experience that i wish i can hv it also, but well, this especially for our bday girl--si yi!! again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SI YI!! thx that listen to me when i need to talk, thx that willing to spend time on me when i need someone to chat with me, and thx that i got u as my friend...friendship forever^^

not happy...but why??

2007-10-01T00:33:00.000+08:00

not happy not happy not happy
not happy not happy not happy
not happy not happy not happy
not happy not happy not happy
not happy not happy not happy
not happy not happy not happy
not happy not happy not happy
not happy not happy not happy
not happy not happy not happy
not happy not happy not happy
not happy not happy not happy

tired tired tired tired tired n tired...

when can i get someone who willing to be so close with me??

celebrate with moon and pretty stars...

2007-09-29T01:35:00.000+08:00

Tonite is pretty beautiful, and and i really happy...
We hv our own small group of ppl celebrate together, and sort of hving a party, and is really small party with moon cakes, no tea, cards and girls...also included j's bf as well.
really like this kind of gathering, few ppl who really close with each others, and willing to help each others,

f r i e n d s ...

thx my friends, especially joyce, si yi, xiao thian, and yong jie, you girls brings lots of joy and fun for me, thx a lot...and i trully appreciate the time we spent together, good luck and happy always^^

today is really tired and disappointed, some unhappy things happened and i really tired... tones of works and studies, group assignments, and also interaction with people...

i found out that i really bad in remember ppl's name, and i jz couldnt manage to memorize their name...=.=lll haizzzz...

Everytime, u urself, is ur strongest opponent; fight against ur pride, ur proudest record, and be the real man.

Finally, don't worry, be happy...

not + not + in bad mood...

2007-09-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

Today is really not a good day for me.

This very early morning, when i decided which shirt should i wear, i chose the RED one. i thought today would be a happy and great day, because today is mid-autumn festival...

BUT...

seems most of the ppl in college still in half hibernate mode, and i ter-step on one orang utan's ekor, and kena shot and almost hit by a chair AND also this orang utan wanted to use it's shoes and stucked in my ASSSSS... wat a ridiculous and dramatic scene ever had in front of everyone else. well, seems like my fault, coz i step on it's ekor, BUT...since when orang utan got tail to let me step on? HOWEVER, it really had, very big and long one, and this orang utan still very proud of it!! It doesnt know that this is the very BADDDDD phenomenon maybe in it's life.

after i kena threatened by orang utan, i was really in bad mood.

BUT...

out of no where this sentence came out from my mind...

生气，就是拿别人的过错来怪自己；甚至让自己折寿！！ angry, is use other's fault to blame on you; and it make you die faster!!

SO...

i started join with my other friends, which included colourwolf, jet jet and others...
THX to them that cheer me up, and listen to my story, and given me advise...

THANKS...
a lot to both of them because even that they are so busy and frustrated in this situation they still able to be so rajin to finish the stuff...and even skip the class...

SORRY...
about that i almost killed the group because of stepping on this orang utan's tail. i should be more calm in this situation and learn how to do in better way.

AND...
i buka puasa with my old friends!!! short but enjoyable, memorable moment...

THX A LOT, FRIENDS...thx...

tons of work to do this week, lots of pressure on me, and i do realize that nowadays people, who also included friends, are very defensive and protective on themselves. I draw the picture below and send to others, at least half of them thought it's a virus; 1/4 of them decided don't receive; 1/5 people reply me and give me comments (included thx, very ugly, stupid, happy mooncake festival, too free a, y u do this??, ur little bro draw de a??, no reply and others), so, which one is urs?

Mooncake festival...

2007-09-25T20:29:00.000+08:00

yo...tis the third time i cant spend my time with my family during this day...this is what we did last time..

YO...HAPPY MID-AUTUMN FESTIVAL...
take care, my dear parents and sisters...

30 hours famine camp review...LONG POST again

2007-09-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

At 14th of sept, i went to cereal, the breakfast punya house which located in desa kiara, and sth amazing happened. I supposed to get down the bus at SHELL patrol station, but because of too many ppl in the bus and i totally felt that i was one of the sardin fish, with 1 big bag and sleeping bag, which was reserved for auntie mad; but i went down at BHP patrol station...and actually, these 2 stations are jz 1 station distance, but this distance wasted me half an hour to walk through...
finally reach and we went makan, i ate DOUBLE of cereal's dinner set, to fulfill the needs of hunger and restore the energy i lost and also for the future 30 hours.
15th of sept, 5 oclock in the morning, we waked up and went to bukit jalil with auntie mad and leng keat <-- driver (thx so much). All of us (team leaders) waited for our team members to find us, and we sat fr 10am to 1130am. Finally my gp members came, and blah blah blah, lots of activities, included play roles of superheroes and big big balloon. O ya, my gp number is 199, nice number, i like it^^
Then we had some activities which needed gp leaders --> me to guide them and brief, lead them to think lots about the problems that those poor ppl met, such as...build a house by using any material with them.
Then...at nite, we got a concert, included FISH LEONG, DANIEL, ZHANG DONG LIANG, and others i dont know who they are...
c, HELP UC also one of the organizer also, can c the poster behind...
full of orange...can c very little lemon right in front of the stage and oranges, as a human wall...
play balls when Fish Leong was singing...

After that, sleep.... thats jz about half way of the mission...

Woke up at 630am coz the lights too bright, and started again the activities at 830am.
Talk talk talk blah blah blah...lots of stuff but i not going to talk much ab tat, coz no pics.

Finally, we reached the final stage, last one hour...
everyone lights up their torchlight and even hp...the time we turned them off, almost the same amount of children or poor ppl died within the seconds, and their life jz gone and our world just become darker; and again when we on the lights, WE, who attended this camp and who donated the money and contributed to it had bright our world by saving some of the children's life. THAT's our purpose of staying there.

everyone so happy when c this came out, included me also, wuahahaha...

FOOD TIME!!!

and get our certificate!!!
and also, group pics...
This is a really good exp that makes me think more and learn more about this world and also the people. Through the process of leading my members, I learnt lots also, thanks to all of u guys, and also to myself, hehe. Anyway, see u guys nx year if got time^^

Finally...work done...

2007-09-14T05:37:00.000+08:00

Yes...now is 540 morning, normally this is the time for my dad to start going out to singapore for hunting money, *after sleep; but me? jz finish work and wanted to sleep, and before sleep, still able to create another post, wuahahaha, so energetic now, means low energy tmr, i mean later. Thx lots to yii, coz of her, I'm able to finish this task before sun rise, 400+ surveys man, crazyy...but anyway, DONE!!!! And also thx to ppl who willing to help me, i appreciate it, THX...n now, sleep...

Extremely tired...zzzz

2007-09-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

3 psy208 assignments + 3 psy201 assignments + 2 meetings + 3 projects + 2 experiment proposal + 300 survey data entry + exercise (basketball) + no mooncake + no massage+ no enough sleep = super super tired...

* life = tired, bz, but happy...

current face...

BUT...busy life makes me discover lots of thing...

here it goes...

meet tons of problems...

BUT never GIVE UP...

FIGHT BACK!!!

AND...be happy...

不能说的 . 秘密

2007-09-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

刚刚看完由周杰伦及桂纶镁主演的唯美电影，不能说的 . 秘密。不错哦，我喜欢。
讲述一个女孩在二十年前通过一首叫 secret 的琴曲去到二十年后的世界，并在那里碰到了她的白马王子，不用多说就是jay chou和女主角咯。。。通过琴声，两人认识彼此，音乐成为了他们的桥梁，可是因为女主角太神秘，我还以为是人鬼恋，结果呢，因为只有第一眼见到对方的人才能看到对方，也因此对四周的人产生了太多的误会，大家都认为女生疯了，结果硬生生的逼走了可怜的“小雨”，唉。。。最后小伦决定在被拆大楼内弹那首曲子，终于在最后一刻，琴声将他带回小雨的时代。

这部戏最大卖点是它的画面了，很优美，加上曲子的协调，人物鲜明，主题明了，一看就知道要讲述的就是一个秘密，哈哈，可惜小伦还是不行啦，虽然弹琴技巧一流，演技也不错（身为导演兼主角，能做到这样不错咯，给点鼓励），可惜，大家都知道他的说话清楚度是有够清楚地，所以。。。
另一卖点。。。很多美女！！！！赞赞赞！！！会弹钢琴的女生，加上天使般的脸孔，身材我不知道，不过够咯。。。^^v

满意度：7.5/10

今天用华文来写篇蚯蚓的东东，没办法，电影本身就是华文的，香蕉人应该不会看吧，不过就算会看，本大爷还是喜欢用华语来写，太久没动华文字了。。。
以上意见纯属巧合，不满意者，是你的问题咯。。。

SIOKKK!!!

2007-09-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

Today is the first time i drive to Subang area ALONE...well, not bo tai ji long kai di yi tao, but to get my work fr my EX-office. I spent half an hour only reached there, surprisingly, i didn't get lost, somehow the map was just printed in my mind, auto directing me (is it call mind map??=.=). Anyway, because of the heavy rain, the road was quite slippery and i did emergency break twice because of it (hei not my problem la, my speed only 50 km/h and because after i passed the area another car also did so). Another point is, the traffic wasn't bad, at least i didn't meet any jam.

Btw when i got my stuff and came back, although my mind told me should use federal highway, but my hands turned the steering and forward to SS2 direction. On the Sunway bridge, i felt i so lucky that my hands more pro thn my mind because the federal highway was soooo jammed....and again i am so proud of myself because i only used this way for twice, and twice i was actually sleeping, but i still managed to move my butt to coll safely, wuahahahahaha, amazing me...

Conclusion...HYCCCC THANK YOUUUUU SO MUCHHHH!!! because of u, i got new experience^^

HTML is not a fun thing...

2007-09-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

Ya...glad that i finish my blog, but still lack of sth, which is couldn't put my chat box under my profile =.=... and i spend ab 4 hours just to study how to write the html code, anyway, thx lot to carrot's blog, because of her very EASY and UNDERSTANDABLE page source, i learned really a lot (*actually is confused); also thx to french fries for helping me (although not really works :P).

Btw, upload some pics that we took yesterday while we waiting for Chen Ming to bring us to the place.

here i am...after 1 hour time on LRT, finally reach stadium BUKIT JALIL

while me n cereal the breakfast were waiting...

auntie mad started taking our pics...

i can smell VERY LOW SELF-ESTEEM around me...

since i am a very kind and good person, soOOO i...

now i can sense his self esteem increased...

And finally...Chen Ming and Jet came, and this our venue...

Conclusion...tired, very de tired and hungry, but we learned things that won't learn in coll and books, such as...Dino said....I think only ppl who attended with me will know gua...^^and i am the 199th team leader!!! good number, i like it :D

blog blog blog...here i come again..

2007-09-09T13:06:00.001+08:00

Today is a good day, 9th of setp of 2007, but too bad not 2009, got a mood to recreate my blog once again, thn here i m.

Yesterday went to the volunteer training camp for 30 hours famine (hope i didn't spell wrong), there are three things about this camp; 1st: almost 6000/ 6k ppl going to attend this camp in nx sat and sun, so it'll be SUPER EXTRA BIG CROWD!! and it's the largest in Malaysia; 2nd: our famous singer Liang Jing Ru and Zhang Dong Liang, Francissca Peter and some more will come for the concert, and the price worth RM100!! but as a volunteer, we no need to donate so much (i didn't do the charity card thingy BUT i did donate $$ :P); 3rd: this the first time i be the volunteer for them!! But i got the experience of being a volunteer la, thx to the MUSEUM EVENT, i learned a lot^^, and i be the group leader again, which means the leader of around 17 people (maybe youngsters or family or don't know what monster).

Btw yesterday i woke up at 6 sth AM, not PM for it, it's super FAR from my place, BUKIT JALIL, although i went there once, with my auntie, when i was still junior 1 or 2, went there for RECYCLE... the first impression of that place was, WoW...full of rubbish..

Anyway after met auntie mad n our cereal breakfast, 3 of us kept talk talk talk and talk plus LAUGH a lot in the LRT and roadside, btw thx to our brilliant cereal, kept bring us to wrong place^^hehe jz jkjk. Other than that, we spent whole day listened to the camp committee talk ab what we need to do and what will happened and what's WORLD VISION (according to them, world vision is not selling SPECS!!). Having some games and trip around the place, but i really tired and hungry, not full enough la...

The film they showed somehow touch me, and it truly let me feel that what i did will be meaningful but not just wasting time and money, 30 hours famine, i ll be more KURUS...and I'll extra miss my beloved MOONCAKE!!!

Anyway, think it'll be a good exp for me to learn, BRING IT ON!!! AND...there's a crowd of BEAUTYYYY will come also, team 67 leader, u really good luck....