有些事情想怎么藏也藏不住，心里怎么憋都不舒服。。。
曾几何时，自己是那么爱哭，总是有人准备着纸巾陪我，听我说话。。。
曾几何时，自己是那么的健谈，那么的容易表达自己的想法。。。
曾几何时，自己是如此的逍遥自在。。。
曾几何时，生活是那么的无忧无虑。。。
不知何时，自己已经忘了怎么哭，怎样发泄心中的不坦。。。
不知何时，自己已经变得麻木不仁，封闭自己，难以表达个人的意见。。。
不知何时，自己已经被无数的，无形的，重重的绳索绑在人群之中。。。
不知何时，生活变得那么的琐碎，繁琐。。。
once again, times fliessssss so fastttt...2008 coming soon, only 9 hours left before the end of 2007...
since tis the last day of the year, wat u gonna do? spent time with family? friends? lover? do sth hvnt try before? or jz stay home rest?
me? writing blog n thinking of wat i hv done tis yr lo...so, let me do a summarization for my 2007...
first, family...
herm...again, everyone in family still the same lo, eldest sis gonna to married, going to register in 02022008, n i dont think can attend=.=; second sis still keep travelling around, dont know wher she plan to go after china; younger sis leh, still like tat, now preparing for PMR, and hope to know her more...my parents still the same, so pia...but now able to go traveling also liao, happy for thm...
second, friends...
everyone so bz and hard to contact, finally hv a classmate gathering last week, but still most of the ppl couldnt make it, anyway, realy glad and enjoy the gathering, including dotaing n yam cha, and chating while playing mah jong together whole nite...hehe
how ab kl friends? make some new friends and got quite lots of activities with them, coz most of my time spend in kl, while studying, went for cls, dota, shopping, movies, even working...thx to all my friends who take care of me so much, willing to bring me here and there, share with me, accompany me when i was happy, down, sad, siok, and sick or hving troubles...especially kok wui, kwok thye, yoong chuen, jet, sek hee, sze yii, xiao thian, joyce, olivia, melvin gang, cyril gang, basketball gang (feng chen etc...), youthmalaysia.com gang (joel, joanne, michael, jeff, wendy, ching yee, ye tsun, roberta, shean, john aiden), jln kasah n setiajasa gang and banyak banyak la...(feel like gving speech in oscar)
third, college life...
after stepped into year two, harder n harder the homework and really stress all the time...this year study is really tough, didn't manage to reach my goal and yet became worse...especially this sem, too many activities n i couldnt organize my time well, all my own fault...
besides that, some activities really cheer me up, especially internship period, i was able to traveling around malaysia while working, although jz went to different universities, but met and made some friends and different people, chat with thm and learnt lot about people n also working techniques; one night in museum also quite interesting, althought very tired, but it really worth it...
also, basketball league...last year our team won the champion of intercollege league, but tis year didnt get, only got second or third i forgot; n the sports carnival, tis one i really enjoy, again we didnt win much, but because we really pay much and work hard on it, n our psych spirit and the knowledge we learnt, we applied totally in the game, haha, tats fun...
forth, personal life...
i m glad i learnt alot, hv to earn sth no matter what after losing sth, i mean experience...so nx time wont do the same mistake again...tis year sth really make me happy is, i update one of my friend become my another half, thx to her, i able to know lots of thing, and hv good time always...although sometimes not so happy, but still, after knowing everything, empathy n understanding will help to improve our relationship.
lots of first time in 2007...
first time failed my subject...
first time stayed overnite in hospital...
first time stay in 4 star hotel...
first time let 15 yrs old indian girl ask personal details so she can know more...
first time do roadshow, in times square n different universities...
first time know wats helpless...
first time met old friends after 2 yrs...
first time realized that my parents really be older n older...
first time feel tat i so old...
first time went to LCCT and sent ppl away fr myself...
first time rare hermits n died two now...
first time found out how horible, scary computer virus is...
first time....dont know...forgot dy...
2008...coming after 7 hours n 20 mins...
HAPPY NEW YEAR to everyone...
Today is the end of my first week holiday, what have I done in this 7 days leh? let me do a summarization.
1st, Psych department first prom nite - parkside romance. the 2nd prom that i attended, first one is HMC. waiting ppl send my pics...o.0
2nd, shopping. TWO days...
Although jz went to mid valley n times square, and the times square trip is not for myself, but i realized that WHYYYY people like shopping...what they need are not spending $$$$ n buy stuff, but the way of spending money(u shop the more, ppl ll think u r richer, coz u got $$$ to spent, so it can satisfy ur pride) and enjoy the time of being an emperor, let ppl served.
3rd, spent 8 n half hours to come back jb. 45 mins in taxi + 15 mins bought ticket + 2 n half hours wait bus + 5 hours in bus.
4th, went to my grandpa's house. I really too long time didnt come back dy, the ppl, the place change looo...even my xxx said my cousins all become the same, become bigger size, but for me, it means ~~ growth horizontal...=.=
5th, watch series - the gentle crackdown (秀才遇到兵). finally...i finished watching it, heheeh.
6th, make phone call n SMS.
7th, 思念...haha, when i type 思念 tis two words in google search, http://www.oicq88.com/chat/sn.htm
this website pop out o...although not i wrote de, but still, u can understand la ho...if cant tell me thn i transfer to u la^^
somemore o, 思念是一种病, 张震岳 , very nice o... http://video.baidu.com/p?word=%CB%BC%C4%EE%CA%C7%D2%BB%D6%D6%B2%A1+%D5%C5%D5%F0%D4%C0&pos=3&s=4
today is the first time go to LCCT, not for myself, but to sent my girl home;
thought it will be a moderate airport (not as modern as KLIA la), but out of my expect, it's truly small and crowded, however, is quite organized.
Several things i found out there. First, the traffic is horrible. No guards controlling the traffic but let people parked at roadside and blocking others, it looked like an at least three lanes road, but it only left one small place to let cars passed through. WHY? coz the other two lanes are full of taxi and side parking cars, especially waiting or dropping people.
Second, queue will growth wider, jz like root, fr one main lane can grow few more small one. No Matter MALAYSIAN or TOURISM from other countries, it can always become two or three lines even there's only ONE counter. AND, people like to divide their capital in order to increase the opportunity for winning, like queuing. One family can be separated into two teams when there's two counters, so whichever goes faster, another one can jz abandoned the queue and used the faster one. I like do that also^^
Third, the nasi lemak special is OK... means, personal opinion, Ali Maju punya nasi lemak lebih delicious...
Fourth, sending people away from you is not nice...
Fifth, I miss economic seated bus...
Sixth, I start missing......you
HOLIDAYYY!!! ENJOY UR TIME PEOPLE
today finish the second last subj...tired tired...
herm...these two weeks really used up all my energies,
everyday sleep at 2 to 3 oclock in the morning o.0
good luck to my last subj fri...everyone also...
which one is the one with opened eyes??
(a)
(b)
well, jz abit sienzzz, keep study study, drop ur ans if u free la, hehe.
anyway, the ans is...
(a), why? coz the eyes r actually slightly opened de, look at the right one^^
drop ur ans thn only highlight c la, dont cheat ya, enjoy study^^
朋友一生一起走, 大祸临头各自飞
thx to my dear friend, kok wui, hehe, someone who dont know chinese, mandarin, and half banana,
i learned something new again...
although actually this is another sentence (夫妻本是同林鸟，大难临头各自飞),
anyway, still have to praise u coz u describe the scene so erm herm...
thanks a lot for helping me so much, although in dota u abandoned me,
but in real life, haha, still abandoned me sometimes.
in conclusion, dont simply change the sentences urself la, but is very funny,
and this call heng dai!!
Went sing K in red box (or green box i forgot) in LowYat with ice, jingxing, a mao n yiiii,
having lots of fun there, especially before final, everyone stress dy...especially me>.<
so glad that all of them can tahan my voice, hehe,
however the mic are so lousy, easily to be low battery, and spoiled a bit our mood...
but anyway, having good and fun time...
after finished, a mao n ice went pasar malam; me, yii n jing xing went back...
and now, another story to talk about...
as usual, when i felt hungry, I ate;
before ate, i cooked (sometimes there's one people will cook for me also);
before cooked, i (we) bought;
so before me and yi went back, we bought some materials for our dinner,
and today introduce, me n yii's fish...(wuahahaha, our first time)
first, buy fish...plus some other materials,
plus ginger,
and tomato, (because i cant find sour plum)
first, put salt and sauce on both sides of the fish,
second, cut ginger into slides and put on fish's body too,
third, cut tomato into 8 slides, i used 2 tomatoes la,
forth, either put at the side or put on top of the fish, depends on whether you want the tomato taste or not, if want stronger taste, then put on top, if not, just put at side, can be deco also;
and last, use pot to steam this fish...after about 10 to 15 mins (i think gua, didn't count, i used chopstick to test whether it cooked or not), it became...
muahahaha, although not really looks nice, but it really taste good^^
*experience gained:
1st ~ learned how to clean fish, thx yii, coz i only know how to clean small fish, this the first time cooked medium fish, besides that one in science lab de la
2nd ~ should dipped this fish into salt water before steamed
3rd ~ should take pic before ate half of it...
summary: int +3
agi +1
str +0
